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Trapped....

I feel trapped by my mistakes now....

Pushed into a corner...
Pushed into so much I did NOT want.

Pulled away from the ONE I DO WANT...
Pulled away from the ONE I care about....

Some of you have decided to stop wishing me the best, or even wishing me well, on my goals and plans.
And instead have begun trying to hinder my progress with deceipt and lies and/or making me feel like my goals are too high to obtain.

I am tired of the constant reminders of my mistakes, and I am working to rid myself of those reminders.

I am tired of being walked all over, by being "used" [for a lack of better words], and tired of being mooched off of.
SO NO MORE...

This kitty has been backed into a corner...
So now the Dragon must, and has come out.
And he is on a war path.

This raises another issue:

I am tired of people taking the things I say in PRIVATE and under confidance and spreading them around - while adding their own spin to it.

If I say something to you in private, then it should stay BETWEEN ME AND YOU.  You are to tell NO ONE ELSE.
You are wrong for doing so, especially without my permission.

IF I WANT SOMETHING TO BE PUBLIC, THEN I WILL MAKE IT PUBLIC!!!

That being said.
I am aware that some may have said things to hinder me.

And some have said things I said, while taking it out of context or not getting clarifications of exactly what some of what I say meant.

For instance:
NOT ALL "BENEFITS" BETWEEN FRIENDS ARE SEXUAL.

I know I was tired when I mentioned having benefits shared between me and a friend.
So tired that I was unable to clarify what those benefits were before passing out, and therefore going to bed.

This friend has been close to me a while, and the benefits included were the ability to be close to them, to have someone to snuggle with, and to share comfort with them.

I am no longer the kind of person to share sensual details pertaining to me to ANYONE.
I was once, and may still show off bits and peices of myself.
However, I will NOT share details of what I do with others.  That is between me and them: Not me, them and the whole damn world.
It would be wrong of me to share such details without their permission anyways.

So if I mention that I have a friend with benefits to you.. it means I have a FRIEND I CAN BE REALLY CLOSE WITH - NOT the sexual side of things.
You furries need to get your head outta the gutter.

Also, if you cannot keep the things I say between you and me, then say so.
So I will know that I CANNOT TRUST YOU to remain in confidance.

If I want someone to know something, I will tell them myself.
I do not WANT, or need you telling them YOUR version of what you think I may have said.

More often than not, I am mis-quoted anyways, which means that you are bending the truth, and VIOLATING my trust at the same time.

So, if I feel inclined to tell you what it is I am trying to do, then just wish me well.  Give me gudance you think may help.  But don't hinder me.
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Personal Quote: I am your worst nightmare...

Drako has been living with his mate, Mix Tags, since September 14, 2007.
(We are currently taking a bit of a break and trying to rebuild our relationship at this time)
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DR-35 Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey. Thanks for the fav bro
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CyrusTarber Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Hey you! Long time no see~
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jmac32here Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2012
Has been a while.. happen to have a Jabber, GMail, or Google Account?
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:iconcyrustarber:
CyrusTarber Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
I have gmail and Google Talk, look up "cyrusthemewtwo"
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jmac32here Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2012
is that @ gmail?
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NoodleArt Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2011
Really? Awesome! thanks for the heads up :)
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ziude Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2011
Hola!!! Thanks a lot for watching and faving. I really appreciate it!!! ^0^!!!
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jivanika Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2011
thanks for the fave
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Wuhzzles Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks so much for the watch! ♥
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Clawstarz Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2011   Digital Artist
and the watch XD
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